Dear Franco, I truly understand and sympathise with your lyrics. Sometimes, we might feel down and stop believing life has a meaning. We must have a lot of patience, you will see- the sun will rise again and slowly you will find love and meaning and what you are looking for. I try to do that a little bit in my writing here on medium: to show how we can find purpose and joy and peace when we think we have lost it. Take care and blessings🙏